Yeah, Well who helped the first woman that came into AA? Also, in the big book it says if you have a good enough reason to be around alcohol it’s ok. I have a HEALTHY fear of alcohol. But I am not scared of it. My higher power is in my life. I love to go out dancing and meet people. There is nothing wrong with that. The last thing I think about when I’m out is a drink thanks to AA and my higher power. I’m trying to take direction and I appreciate the concerns but I’m gonna do what I wanna do anyway. The only thing I know is I don’t pick up a drink under any and all conditons. Thanks.